Advisorism Phenomenon

Thursday, after the afternoon class I went straight to my PSM advisor.

Before step into her room, I wonder if she is there. Behind that grayish door, is she there waiting for me or busy doing something else? Am i here at the right time? or will she see me and say "oh..you! Come again next week, i have couple of things to do now. No time for discussion. Sorry!" And if that really happen, i don't blame her or anyone, i know she must be very busy since she was the staff in charge of all the student PSM and she must has other important commitment that put me behind her schedule.

Or otherwise?

Nonetheless she was ready for me, and will took a deep plunge at my proposal paper,which she has already rejected 2 times. Am i confident enough to be inside his room? To answer all the question arises, and to describe briefly again about the project. I might get the 3rd rejection, and that would be greatly lower my spirit. My first proposal was a failure to begin with. Anyone who see my proposal will at least laugh or simply mad about it. Objective of project - blank, scope - blank, problem background - also blank! Metaphorically i did not wrote anything on that 2 pages of project proposal form, except for the title and of course my signature...the reason? Bwahaa! (think yourself)


I blinked, took a deep breath, and knocked.

No sound emerged. Believing that my slow knock would attract no attention, bravely, I knocked for the second time - harder. Nope, still soundless. Okaaayy, I might try to just open the door and say hi to her, and bahh! The doors locked - she's not even in the room in the first place. I realized that all my structured plans on how to counter each of her question seem to be thrown into the burning red lava volcano of Mount Mordor.

End of the day.

p/s after walking a few steps to the exit I met her on the way to her room and well, the rest is boring, I mean unimportant.