LOVE HURTS

Look at how pathetic this guy is, he don't have guts to save her love.

The first time i saw her was on a magazine. She's so perfect, beautiful curves and flawless looks, my heart completely melts. But never in my mind that one day she'll come to me. But who knows what god plans is, I met her face to face in Low Yatt. Yeah, the building full of pretty girls with nose bleed dressing, but she was the one that caught my attention.

We looked at each other. Soon we figured out, we want to be together. Love never been so simple. Time passed and we struggled to be as closed as ever. We liked to spent time listening to music. She like everything i choose d, never complaint and never asked anything. Listening to JPop always been our favorite. Hikki, Aya Hirano, Orange Range, en Ciel, name it, she hear em with me.

I took her home in KK. I present her to my sisters and brothers first, then to my parents. My siblings gave me green light. Feel relieved, I prepared a spaced for her in my room so she'll feel comfortable. My younger sister like her too, she like to hold her whenever she got time, and chit chat about girls thing in her room.

She like too watched me play games. She never blinked when I roamed the plains of Oblivion, or when I hit Stop sign with a Lamborghini in Most Wanted, or Leveling Konata the Mage in WOW. She screamed when I shoot zombies FEAR, and got excited with the BioShock storyline. We sometime watched drama together, IWGP and Akihabara@DEEP were her favourites, and she's a fan of Horikita Maki. She watched several anime too. Lucky Star of course, the one that I loved, Gurren Lagann - surprisingly she like shonen type anime, that proved to me she's soooo special.

Tragedy happens.

Last Saturday, Jepp put my name to be participants in Consumer Conference. I managed to bring her along, the guys said no problem. We moved at 5 am. The van driver feel kinda driving a Supra, he pushed the van to top speed. Early in the morning so the road was empty, it quiet safe, but the vibration kinda hell.

Arrived at UPM and straight to their Med School. Because of lack of sleep, we just like whacked gorgon faced zombies when we stepped out of the van. In the middle of the conference, I want to go to the toilet. She's insisted to go and I took her with me. In the men's room my stomach launched a full scaled attacked, so that I know I have to take a dump quickly.

I took off my pants, annnnnnnddd, Plop! She fell! Right into that shit hole! I need help, I have to take her out fast. I considered yelling for someone is a bad idea. NO! She's drowning. Water start to filled her, all her organs may malfunction. Her brain may get damaged. Right! I took off my dress and blazer, with confident face a tried to grab her before its too late. I put my whole arm into that hole, but I never reached her even with the tip of my finger.

On that moment I know she was gone. I was unable to saved her. I tried for several times and yelled her name. No response. She was lost, this is the end. With a feeling of hatred and disgust, I flushed her along with my dump.
Goodbye my love. There was no girls in this world that so nice and perfect like you. Now i feel empty, I need to have a new company, and I know, this new lady will never patched my feeling.

Part of my heart was buried in a black smelly hole in Faculty of Medicine and Science Health, UPM. No mortal can retrieve her. Now I understand how hurt Love can be.